The Healing Power of Slience, Spirit and Mother Mary...
I feel truly blessed and honored to share my healing energy medicine with women (and a few wise men 😉) who are open to receiving it.
"That was one of my favorite sessions."
I think I say that to my husband every time. And I mean it. Each healing session I have the honor of sharing unfolds in beautifully mystical ways—woven with healing love, and often a mirror for my own healing heart.
A session I had last week was truly one of the richest, most potent, mystical, and emotional I've ever been witness to.
Long before my shamanic healer training, I would pick up on energy and receive what I later learned were journeys to the spirit realms—my intuitive connections guiding me inward and beyond. Sounds a little strange, I know.
As human beings, we crave logic and certainty. We want PROOF.
When you’re deepening into your soul, developing your intuitive connections,
You’ve gotta let go of needing to know.
This is why you hear so many people say “it’s a practice”.
It’s a muscle that needs to be strengthened. Having a safer space to play and share your exploration is essential. That’s why I created the HEAR HER sisterhood, if ya wanna join us, click here.
In a way, these healing sessions have become sacred breadcrumbs, leading me back to trusting my intuitive and divine connections again and again.
And still, after all these years, I sometimes question what’s coming through, what I’m connecting to.
This time was no different…
Mother Mary floated into the session, wrapping us both in her unconditional love, her expansive compassion, her quiet devotion to holding space.
I questioned her presence until it became undeniable.
I questioned the healing love—until I felt it soul-deep.
Even at the end, I looped on the old hamster wheel: "Do I share that Mary was here? Will she think I’m nuts? Did I make that up? No, it’s all valid!" all in a nanosecond my being filled with doubt, my brain searching for proof my soul remembering…It’s All Valid.
This particular session was a little different. I didn’t share a guided journey, it was a silent session—something I’ve never offered before but will absolutely offer from now on. The silence was powerful. Stillness, silence, the void, it’s where the magic is, the deep connection.
Beautiful Chorus music played quietly in the background, the healing frequency of my singing bowl penetrated the grief and sadness, and a wooden chime cleansed the energy. But mostly it was just—Breathing. Being. Releasing. Receiving.
This may be why I was able to feel Mary’s presence so deeply.
When the energy medicine portion of the session was complete, I asked my client, “Are you ok with me sharing some things that came through for me?”
Quietly awakening from her experience, she smiled and nodded,
“Yes, of course.”
I asked gently, "Does Mother Mary mean anything to you?"
What unfolded next was pure synchronicity and the weaving of the sacred web.
She shared that during this intense season of unimaginable grief, Mother Mary had come to her in a profound and comforting way—a traveling companion through her loss and healing. A connection that seems to continue in her journey. Even in our short time together!
After our session, I received an email that contained a piece of writing she’d done a year ago about Mother Mary, filled with raw tenderness and wisdom that comes from heart wrenching experience.
It took my breath away. Tears welled in my eyes, and my heart squeezed.
It reminded me that whether you call it - God, Spirit, Universe, Goddess, Allah—there is something larger than you. A higher energy. There is an unseen web of love and support we can lean into, especially when words and logic fall short.
I believe we are all divinely sensitive.
That a spark of the divine lives within each of us, waiting to be sensed, to be felt.
When we quiet the chaos, when we tune inward, we can HEAR HER.
Who is SHE, you ask?
To me, she’s the feminine thread connecting us to the sacred. Sometimes she appears as a Goddess archetype or an animal. Sometimes, as a whisper through the trees, ripples through the water, rising from the earth. She is our divine connection. She is the keeper of the vast inner wisdom we arrived on this earth with.
This isn’t the first time Mother Mary has shown up in my life.
I’m not Catholic. I'm Jewish by heritage, Earth-Based Spiritualist by nature.
I first met Mary when I was just a little sensitive girl, visiting my Nana's apartment in Clifton, New Jersey. There she was on the dresser—Mary front and center, Joseph close by, and a baby cradled in hay.
My Nana, in her infinite loving way, would tell me stories about Mary. I know this now, my Nana was my first sacred feminine teacher.
"She loves all of us, honey. Even the ones who seem mean and scary." Nana’s eyebrows would rise, and her eyes would go wide, so I knew it was truly serious.
"All of us?" I'd ask.
"All of us," she’d say, with a smile.
She taught me to look for the light in everyone.
To lead with love, even when it’s hard.
Especially when it’s hard.
It's harder than ever to lead with love. The wars, the hatred, the misuse of power—it’s enough to shatter your heart again and again.
And still, we hold the light. My Nana and Mother Mary have taught me this. In the darkest times, hold the light.
This session last week reminded me: We have a choice.
When darkness surrounds us, we can still honor our own light. We can still choose love. We can feel our anger, our fear, our grief—and still journey back to love.
How can I lead with love in this moment?
I have failed at this countless times. And still, I return to the question and devote myself to love.
Mother Mary’s presence in that session reminded me that even when it feels impossible, love is always available. And that a huge part of my gift is to be a conduit for that healing love.
If you’re grieving—if you’re carrying heavy burdens—
Know that your tears are sacred.
Your grief is sacred.
Your rage is sacred.
You are not alone.
Releasing what you've been holding creates space for healing love to enter.
If you need someone to hold space for you, if you feel therapy is great but something inside you is aching for more, I am here.
It would be my honor to walk beside you on your spiral healing journey. To hold the light for you, in the darkness. To be a conduit for healing love.
We can meet online or in person. Click here to learn more.